11/18/24

So this is my first journal entry.
I dont know what to do for now so this will be the placeholder.
So as of right now, im still in the process of setting up my art page and designing everything else.

11/23/24

Mkay... I've been surfing the web of neocities and have come across some rather interesting things... both funny and sad. And most times when I see a neocites diary or journal page, its always nonstop saddness or venting. Maybe something good every now and then, but.. mostly its just sad becuase their stuck in a bad situation or their mental is damaged or they straight up just quit uploading on their diary/journal page OR the whole page has been entirely abandoned. I feel so bad for people like that. You never get an update from the site developer of how their doing or if their ok at all. Just plain old sadness.
Yet... thats just neocites. What about everything else? Some people outwardly express themselves on other media platforms. Most times in communities or servers where they can be them. Some communties are great and can lift you up. Others would just want to see you break down and die away. I always see how terrible some communities or fandoms are.
Like can just chill and get along? NO hatred or violence, just peace and love. I've seen so many people hate on the gacha community, furry community, and so much more. Some people just don't get it when I say this
"JUST BECAUSE THEIR ARE BAD APPLES THAT WE'VE BEEN WARNING OTHERS ABOUT BECAUSE THE ACTUAL MEDIA CREATORS AND MODERATORS DON'T WANNA DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, DOESN'T MEAN EVRY SINGLE ONE OF US ARE BAD."
Everyone wants to be apart of a fandom and defend it when some creepy people are outed. But the absolute SECOND a creep gets outed in a fandom or community THEY DON'T LIKE, they will make SURE that gets the most undeserved hate they can give.
And I'm sick of all of it. SO what if I call myself or my OC a furry? Actual furries don't act weird, theirs just weirdos who like to hide among them and act like one of them, which in turn, gives the whole fandom a bad look because OF COURSE the creep that's been outed ends up being someone famous and well known in and out of the fandom/community. BUT ANYWHO, steven universe is a great show, amazing OST, and so much more. And I also don't see alot of furry games that include human to furry transfur with a customizable furry oc.
Like sure kaiju paradise is an absolute great furry game, but I lowkey wanna find games like that who also give you the option to have a transfur between your human oc and fursona. I'd really just like that a ton for some reason. I'll probably look for one after I'm finished typing this. Also, I seem to be really interested in musicals. They do a really good job composing and singing their music most times.
That's all for today! Hope you all well and safety! Bye!